tumble-on

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been a while

since i blogged anything substantial.
and this post probably doesn’t even categorize itself as that either. haaa..

so this summer has been filled with summer school, boba, and music.

it’s always an interesting feeling when you look back in your life over a period of time and can’t really remember what you’ve been doing with yourself. That’s pretty much most of my summer. The only thing i do remember is the music stuff that i did, and my wishful thinking that i want to do a career in music.
Like i said, wishful thinking.

The other part i remember is the pounding question looming over my head: what am i gonna do with my life?
Not particularly good at any one thing, just average at everything. Wonderfun.

I want to do something substantial with my life.
Oh how the tables and chairs and rooms turn. and turn and turn

We match

I’ll find you one day. :]

We Match

Head to toe we match you know.
Together watching the falling snow,
Staying warm beside the fire, looking out the window.
I’m loving everything you say and do,
Tell you when you say you feel it too,
I’m gonna say that you’re the one, and that my search is done.
‘Cause you,

You make me feel,
That everything is going right,
That I can go to sleep tonight,
And awake to find you here.
You make me feel,
That everything is going right,
That I can go to sleep tonight,
And I wake up to your voice, down, blankets and pillows.

I’m so done with this life

bring on the future. i wanna see it.

HP6

Harry Potter.
I like the newest film.
Everyone should see it if u get a chance :).

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There are several songs that i would probably be okay with never hearing again for a long period of time.
But one day, i’ll be ok.
I’ll turn these tunes on and be able to laugh at what i associate with them.
haha. one day.

I don’t like studying. :F
There’s a reason why the word ‘ dying’ is in that term. :X gah.

Free the Light

The guilt is breaking through
Grace and love that you once knew
Unbelief has sheltered the truth
The truth that was hidden from you

This life has a purpose this life could be more for you
This life has a purpose

Won’t you free the light
Let it come inside
Fall to your knees
Surrender your life

Darkness bleeds inflection
Past lies and destruction
It can fade away with prayer
Christ blood was shed in despair

Can this life be new
Could it be the one to change you
Can this life be new
Could it be the one to change you

Amazed

Sometimes i am so amazed at how God provides. Amidst my sudden illness, God is still so gracious and planned out my week accordingly. So, basically this week i’ve been incapacitated due to being pretty sick. Let me share with you God’s amazing grace :].
Monday: My first class was canceled ( and so i slept). Second class: my TA had grace on me and told me to go home and rest and that i could turn in my project wednesday. Third class: was optional, hence i slept more.
Praise the lord for no class on monday!
Tuesday: I had a project due, but i asked the TA if i could possibly get an extension and she said yes.
People came by and visited and dropped off a plethora of food. God provided people to love me! :]
Wednesday: i slept through my morning class ( not so good…). second class was when my project was due and everyone really liked it. :D.
Thursday: I had a final that i’m not sure if i did too hot on, but i survived the night of studying before while still being semi-coherent. I showed my TA my project proof which was due that day and surprisingly she liked it. ( i’m surprised because of the fact that it involved me walking around my campus in a daze for two days taking spontaneous pictures) haha, praise God for usable material!
Friday: missed first class ( again….) but praise God for Alethia who is my gracious class buddy who sent me notes. XD i owe her big time. slept, went to a good discipleship time, slept some more, went to fellowship and then hung out at this year’s last post fellowship hangout.
Saturday: Got to witness seven amazing people get baptized, and get a few people wet at the ocean. P:

All in all, this week was stupendous despite me being so sick. God is so good. He definitely knows what you are in need of and how to sustain you.

And i got to see my norcal friends!! ANTOINETTE + MELISSA!!! I’m so glad you guys came down and i hope u had a fun time… following me around. haha. :]

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i think when i put the lyrics to that song, it was a subconscious effort that foreshadowed the future. how hilarious, now that i think about it. that God knew what was to happen and ironically put it in my song lyrics. maybe it all really IS a part of his plan then that my familiarity is being/ is already torn apart.

No, until God has finished his work within my heart, we cannot begin to mend.

We cannot begin to mend. there’s still time
I cannot begin to mend?

I’m a wimp

too scared to die
and too scared to live.